Calling God Out
September 13, 2009 — mikesmithSo I was reading through Psalm 89, and the most remarkable thing happened. The Psalmist spends no less than 37 verses detailing the awe inspiring might of Yahweh and the covenant that he made with the house of David. These verses are beautifully written, and I expected them to end on the same note.
But then came the turn.
In verse 38, the Psalmist changes his tone. He moves from an inflection of adoration to one of reproach. Listen to how abruptly the change takes place:
“[David's] offspring shall endure forever,
his throne as long as the sun before me.
Like the moon it shall be established forever,
a faithful witness in the skies.” Selah
But now you have cast off and rejected;
you are full of wrath against your anointed.
You have renounced your covenant with your servant;
you have defiled his crown in the dust.” (ESV) (Italics mine)
At about this point I was looking for lightning. The Psalmist goes so far as to call God a covenant breaker, which to my understanding was an incredibly serious offense in the ancient world. But the Psalmist doesn’t bat an eyelash in making this claim. Instead, he devotes two thirds of the poem to God’s greatness and graciousness to David only to turn those verses on their heads in light of present circumstances. He then moves to ask God to pick up his former gracious activity that has been so lacking.
This is certainly not how I was taught to pray. Instead of brazen confrontation with God, I more often see a kind of fatalism that ascribes everything to God’s will. I am told that everything works together for the good and so I should trust God in the midst of hard circumstances. The Psalmist does not doubt God’s sovereignty. In this sense he fits in with the attitude above. The difference comes in his willingness to challenge God’s sovereign action. In this he departs greatly. And it was kind of exciting to see.
As I reflect on this, I can think of one time when I challenged God like the Psalmist. It proved to be one of the most meaningful prayer experiences I have ever had. God met me in my anger. He met me in my disappointment. He met me in my brutal honesty. He met me.
I wouldn’t go so far to say that the Psalmist’s tone should be a regular tone in our prayers, but I would say that it does have its time and place. And perhaps if we are willing to meet God in such a way – if we are willing to wrestle with Him – we will leave knowing that he met with us. That he touched us, and we cannot be the same. Like Israel, we may leave with a limp, but we may also leave with that for which we were hoping.